top 40 rebel

i'm an asshole traditional free sinking in fake immorality reeling from cheap lyrics. so little progress with the same goddam phrasing, new targets that scarily resemble bedtime memories of haphazardly imagined snapshots. i could buy a loud car and make you hate me more. or i could simply drift away. nothing's ever real when you make like these words are dumb so fuck you. i'm only yelling through plastic here. which is it? desolate fucking numbers. another few years, another few jobs? as long as i'm getting nowhere i may as well do it alone. i live for it.