his twilight, her fatigue; their ignorance.

got almost giddy today with the prospect of straightening up and becoming a more focused human being, energized by an acknowledgment of my missing values. the freedom afforded by writing off nearly everything lightens one's load considerably, allowing for a jaunty approach to each day. i'm starting my new old job on thursday, and i have big hopes. i'm going to stride in there, pay motherfucking attention, do what needs to be done, and do it with panache and precision. redefine myself as a more angular person, less wishy-washy, etc.

also: i'm not going to cut my hair for a long while, i think. the problem with that, though, is it never gets COOL like some people's hair, it just gets BIGGER. but maybe i'll consult a professional about it and see what can be done. i need something rad to go with this ever-growing beard-type-thing.

and so forth.