Thursday, January 31, 2008

flatter fuck

bored with the urge to ruin everything, tired of the rest of the world. this is FUN, going nowhere.

still rocking the army pants, cigs, soda, tilt, plaid, unwashed, bikejizz, rainrainrain, pink, disdain, blurred, sparks, bawls, coffee cake, sleepsleepsleep, music. very comfortable with no direction. very at ease with unease. movie after movie, unpaid bills, careful presentation of whatever. reading the same books, hurting the same body parts, stealing the same products, using the same tools. are you happy?

stopping hardly, falling slowly, stumbling willingly. eating rarely. holding myself back for the good of mankind. i WANT ALL THE WARNINGS TO COME TRUE. I WANT IT ALL TO FALL APART AND SWALLOW ME UP, I WANT TO BRAVE THE ONSLAUGHT WITH DOWNCAST EYES. I WANT THE DANGER TO HIT ME HARD ENOUGH TO MAKE ME LAUGH. THERE IS NOTHING TO EXPECT.

so. fuck you.

love,
dewballs

Balls...

Dude, somebody write something. I hope they didn't eat all my cake yet, I want some. Fucking vultures.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Ramtha in the newz

this time in the bustling metropolis of yelm, wa

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

BALLS

bawls?

Thursday, January 10, 2008

new leaf

i'm starting fresh. getting shit done is the new thing, no fucking around. except for this. i'm submitting abstracts to conferences i should present at, but i don't have any real results yet.

ahem.

i'm going to berlin to meet with a guy to do my ph.d. with and apparently i'm going to give a talk when i'm there about my master's work. i'm not really sure how that happened. it was early in the morning and i didn't really understand what was being asked of me, i guess. or just didn't really know how to get out of it. but he's paying for my airfare and hotel, so that's sweet.

i can get my own fuck wristband now, on someone else's tab.

Monday, January 07, 2008

i still care

holy dick cunt. the get up kids are loud and noisy, but i'm still very thirsty. everyone's all BLAH and i'm all SLEEPFUCK. one day at a time. years later, i still don't remember enough to regret anything. i'm going nowhere with a killer soundtrack and two smooth bikes. i'm so sure.

loyal green bottles

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